Erika Lydiawati Amalina

STUDYING~

Sunday, June 28, 2009 4:34 PM

Yes, those are my self-notes for one of my modules. Stressful, uh huh! Kay back to studying.

STUDYING MODE ON.

PLAYING MODE OFF.

Ending of holidays soon. Saaaaaaad. ):

1:16 AM

Why holidays have to end sooooo fast?!Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad, KaKa saaad ):

RIP MJ

Friday, June 26, 2009 5:37 PM

Still my handsome man and my sis's sweetheart ;)

(Rest in peace baby. I guess, sister's dream of meeting you won't come true after all. You'll be very happy if you have the chance to meet my sister. She's a VERY BIG FAN of yours. VERY. But sigh, god loves you the most. Now is the time for you to rest well forever, away from the media, accusations and everything. Your music will still be remembered. & we will love you still, till forever..)

Yesterday was a day well spent. Had a GREAT day, enjoy it. Will update about it some other time, IF i feel like it. Today, early in the morning, received the shocking news. Yes, the King Of Pop has left this world. Very shocking. Didn't expect it. In a split second, it was all over the news, net, everywhere. & was quite pissed off when i went to youtube and found some videos making fun of MJ's death.

HEY YOU FOOL. I'll shoot you dead if you keep making those videos. It's not right to make fun of one's death. I WILL make fun of YOUR death if you keep being an A**hole. FXcker!

RIP MJ, ly. Better get back to work now. Bye!

Counting down.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009 5:54 PM

Isn't he cuuute? I think he is. Haha, love you baby bro!*winkswinks. Okay la, now currently studying IEB, again. The facts can't get into my head la. So must study it all over again, starting from Topic A. Yes, all over again. It IS hard you know. Now, just resting my eyes and head/brain. So i've decided to blog. So, sorry if i'm talking shiaaaat here cos i've ran out of ideas. Okay kay, back to the notes!

--->Counting down to 5months cum his bdae.
We've come this far. Thanks for everything. I'm really grateful to have you ;) We can make this work, we can make everything work. I just need you & nothing else. Do treasure everything cos i do. LY! :*

I'll show you.

Monday, June 22, 2009 10:20 PM

Hey ya'll! How you guys doing? Lol, kay talking crap already. Okay okay, i'm almost done studying MOB! Yeay! & i'm halway through IEB. Half way, i think? Or is it a quarter? Kay nevermind. I still have Maths to practice & WCD to learn. Why school has to be soo stressful? Why can't it be more relaxing? This is even worse than taking O's. Studies/School=Never ending stress ): But nooooo, i'm not gonna stop.

I wanna make my parents proud, i wanna make baby proud *winkswinks & yes, i want to show to the some people out there that anak Roslan yang satu ni is not a trash in the society or whatever they call it, & yes i can still do my best eventhough my attitude is sooo fcuked up last time. You know who you are. I wanna show it to you guys that my words aren't just merely words. If i tell you i will succeed, that means i will. I wanna show those people who believed your words, that i also can do it. & we will see who will stay strong & live happily in Singapore, in this world & who will suffer.

Never, friend.

Sunday, June 21, 2009 6:01 PM

Why this kind of people do exist? Why can't they just stop hurting others? Why can't they just stop making a big fuss out of something small? Why can't they just stop throwing accuses at one's face? Why can't they just listen and see the truth first before making wild assumptions? Why can't they just forget? Why can't they erase all the grudges? Why can't they stop the revenge? Why can't they just stop backstabbing? Why can't they just fcuk off and mind their own business? Why can't they just have thier own originality? Why can't they stop from following others? Why can't they stop being bossy? Why can't they stop being arrogant? Why can't they stop being proud? Why can't they stop being a big SHOWOFF? Why can't they just stop?

Yes, too negative. Yes, you do have this negative traits. All in one you. I don't want to make a big fuss out of it. I don't want to fight. You're my friend and forever will be. I respect you, you're not my enemy. You might say things behind my back, but i will just keep quiet. Cos i know, at the end of the day, you'll realise it yourself. & no, i don't hate you at all, never, friend.

Battlefield.

Friday, June 19, 2009 8:28 PM

Hey peopleeee! I'm back. Haha. Okay, this 2 days have been a tiring one for me.

Thursday:
Had to head of to Toa Payoh Central at 5 to help Mercy Relief during their Photo Booth Exhibition. Tiring ah. Cos why? Walk here and there with balloons. Trying to inform people about Mercy Relief. Only a few do care, some just ignore. Didn't even say sorry and push me -_-

Then the next 1half hour, i have to sell the concert tickets. They don't buy it cos it's expensive. $30 siooool. Haha :D

Today:
Went to help Mercy Relief again. Now, it was at Jurong East. Went there to collect the tins and stickers. Yes, FLAG DAY! Lol. So, hyeah, managed to finish alooot of stickers. Haha, the people were so generous today. That's a good thing though. I likeee. :P

Hha, now, study time! STUDY STUDY STUDY. When wanna rest? I don't know. You wanna rest body? Hmm, after MST okay? Please be strong now body. I need energy :D

Like a Battlefield.

STRIPPED.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009 2:22 PM

Hey! Ya, i know, i changed my blogskin again. Well, i can't get enough. Lol. So how you people doing? Great? Gooood. Now i'm like talking to myself.

Eh, you guys want to know what were my ambitions as years go by?

First, when i was young, i wanted to be a clown. Okay, don't laugh la. Kid what. So, i don't know ah.

Then, a few years later, i wanted to be a successful and known dancer. Hahah, okaaaaaay.

After that, so sudden i wanted to be a very well known singer, or maybe a vocalist for a very successful rock band or a drummer. & yes, till now, i still hold on to that ambition.

& now, i also want to be a lawyer, or a successful business woman. Lol. Kay i know, my face don't really suit to be a businesswoman. Lol, but can still dream of being one what. There's no harm in it. Hha.

Yes, i dream a lot. Don't really think some of it will come true. But yea, gonna work hard & achieve one of them.

It's hard, really.

LOL.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009 6:44 PM

I'm so so weak and stress out right now. So many things to do in so little time. I know, i know, i've been complaning and complaning here. But what to do? Haha, bear with me hyeah?

I wanna go out with my girls, i wanna go out with my dancers, i wanna go out with my other friends, i want to really have a long day with bby, but when? Haha, i also dont know when. See how it goes? I really dont have time. Sorry guys.

This sat, trip to Botanic Garden. & me? Not going. SAAAAD! Cant meet the photographers! Sian. Nvm la, might follow you guys on the next trip to i-dont-know-where. Hyeah, and i like Julailah's name! JULAILAH! So pretty. LOL. Kay cut the crap already laaa.

Hahah, Safali? Who are you? Do i know you? Haha, step Safali je. Bluek! Haha :D

Sian eh.

Monday, June 15, 2009 10:22 PM

Hello :D Well, i have nothing to update about. Now, study study study! Hhaa:D Haiz. In less than 2 weeks, school will be reopening and POOF! Exams! ARGH. Lol. Nevermind la, like my mum says, stay strong and focus! Hahah, & i really need $$ maaaaan. There're lots of things i wanna buy. My shopping list, wish list, all damn long. PLSS! $$ lai lai! haha :D

Oh yah, will reply to you people taggy soon okay? I dont really have the time. Promise, real soon :D Nights everyone! :D

SPP CAMP ROCKs MY BUTT! :D

Saturday, June 13, 2009 11:09 PM

SPP CAMP! :D

The Pervo, Sirius Black & Scofield. We shared bunk. & we really had fun together. Miss you guys!

After the nightwalk. Nyaha! :D Damn tired siaaa.

Soooooooo, siao. Haha. :D

Hey people. SPP camp 3D2N is over. Saaaad ): Really had fun with the campers and leaders. PERVO! Lol, my group name. Hyeah, it sounded sooooooooooo.. Haha! Unique what. I miss you people a looooot sia. See you guys around school okay? Meet you guys soon! :D

Camp!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009 11:07 AM

Yay, today will be going for Photography club camp, 3D2N! So goodbye people. I'm leaving.. ):
Lol, kay crap. Will be back after the camp :D Do takecare! Love ya'll!

Something happened yesterday in school library & when we were otw back home. Ak, you know, i know okay. LOL. Yesterday was the day where we found out that we really ARE DUMB :D High-5! Hhahah :D

ISH.

Monday, June 8, 2009 3:39 PM

Yo. Haha. Very SIAN eh. Haha. MOB sucks! Got so many things to learn and memorise for that subject. Haiyaaa. Nevermind, can do it. Erika very positive. Haha.

You know, early in the morning just now, i went to the shop under my block to buy some stuffs. Then there was this group of girls and guys hanging around. & they were like staring at me. Then i stare back la. You know, step fierce. Then they look away. They thought i'm like the cannot-fight-back person.

Puih ah. Lu da ketinggalan zaman siol. Fanatic2 ni smueh tk main la. Korg time lambat. Skrng da 2009, skrng baru korg nak naik. Jgn nak step ah dgn org. Naseb korg kene aku tau. Kalau kene org lain, korg stare kat slh org, aku rase dah kene keropok. Entah2 blum cukup umor lagy, beli rokok pun tk lepas. Serious, they look damn young la. Like sec 2, 3? Beh nak lawan dgn aku? Yg korg tu laki laki dah masok NS lum? Lom masok, dok one corner sua, pegy blaja. Pegy sunat dulu lau blom.

I really can't stand this kind of people. Urgh.

Charice Pempengco!

Sunday, June 7, 2009 8:43 PM

She is only 16! 16! Waa, babe, your voice, SUPERB. You are my idol now. LOLOLOL :D Keep on singing hyeah. I think, you're among the best ones like Celine Dion and Mariah Carey. :D

Random Post in the Morning.

8:16 AM

Hey people! Morning everyone! LOL. I don't know if you guys will read this post early in the morning. Nyaha:D

Anyway, i can't sleep laa. That's why i'm blogging early in the morning. &, i have lots of revision to do. So better start now then later, right?

Okay la. I think i wil continue doing my work. Toodles. :D

Mess.

Saturday, June 6, 2009 2:35 PM

Yes, it has been a loooong time since i last updated. Haha. Okay la. Not that long. Sorry aye readers. Been busy with school and stuff. Yes, holidays are here. But i can't enjoy myself. I can't really hang out, i can't really play around. I have topics to revise, assessments to do, assigments to be done & yes, a camp to go to too.

I've decided to join Photography club. I have love for pictures, drawings and anything to do with art, so why not join the club? So 10th to 12th June, there will be camp for the newcomers. Can't wait :D Eventhough it will be held in school, everything sounds fun (: & i wonder, why till now, i haven't receive any news from the make up artiste club -_-'

Anyway, once school starts, TESTS. I have tests for 2 modules for the first week of test week. I have MOB, 4 topics to cover and IEB, 7 topics to cover. Is it a little too much? Don't you think? But i'm okay. I can do it. Positive thinking you know! Haha. :D

& i do miss my girlfriends a lot. I seriously have no spare time to hang around & chat. I don't even have the time for myself. So many things to do and revise in so little time. Life for me is currently in a mess. Sometimes, i just can't concentrate, can't focus. Sometimes, when people talk to me, i will just like "huh?". Cause why? I didn't even listen. I think a lot, think about a lot of stuffs. Schoolwork, family & all. So, sorry to people who have to repeat twice about what they were saying to me cause i wasn't listening. Hais, I wasn't listening.

Thank you my friends and baby cause of your listening ears. Always there to put a smile on my face. Always there to support me. Thanks again. All won't be forgotten. Doesn't mean i don't talk often with you guys, i've forgotten you. I won't and never. I love ya'll! :D

Happy 19th bdae, Haidhar (:

Monday, June 1, 2009 10:00 PM

I will like to wish this dood, Haidhar, a happy 19th birthday. Eventhough i don't know you well, i know that you're a good friend to me and the others. Lucks for your future. & study hard :D

So, celebrated his birthday after class yesterday. Here are some of the pictures. Enjoy :D

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DOOD! :D