Erika Lydiawati Amalina

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 10:37 PM

Hey people. Today wasnt feeling that hyper or energized. I think im exhausted already. Cos of the late night sleeps and early school. Haha. Even today i was late for class again. Crap! Should like put 10 alarm clocks around me so i wont oversleep. HAH. Now, so stressed up. So what will i usually do to release my stress? Make a guess.......................

DANCE AND SING LIKE MAD PERSON!
Lol. Thats what im doing now? While updating this oh-s0-dull blog. Hahah, hiyeeer. I think i have to reeeeallyyy concentrate now with my assignment. Okay la. Sorry, i'll post a proper one when i really have something interesting to write about okay? *winkwink

Monday, July 27, 2009 10:29 PM

Hey ya'll!

Sooooo TOOOOOOOOOODAY! Did nothing much. Went to school, did assignments, eyes were very heavy. Cannot take it, planned to skip maths extra class. Its not compulsory anyway. Now, i have so many things to do for assignments? Since i was slacking just now when i was supposed to concentrate doing my part for the assignments. Now, my eyes are like half close? But i cant sleep. Cos i havent finish my parts. And i dont wanna slp cos i dont know why. HAHA! Kay laa. Byebye (:

AND WELCOME AIN BBY! ;) ANYWHERE, ANYTIME. LOL

-_-'

Ain bby ;)

Sunday, July 26, 2009 9:54 PM

To Aiiiin ;)

Hey babygirl. I miss you to the core ;) Anyway, stay strong okay baby? I know you are one strong girl. I know izzat is strong too. You guys can make things work. You guys can be the most loving couple if you guys change for the sake of the r/s. Sometimes, r/s needs sacrifices. Also, give and take. If you guys can compromise and not to settle problems with fights and quarrels, im sure you guys will be okay. So no more quarrelling and whatsoever eh. Or im soooooo gonna bang both of your heads together ;) So throw all the egos, throw all the temper, and im very sure you guys can stick and last. Take this advice, really. It works for me and im sure it'll work for you guys too. Love you guys. <3>

something random!

Saturday, July 25, 2009 6:19 PM

HAPPY 6months love. Last long aye! ;)

Hello! Okay, now i've got nothing to do so im posting. Happy? Kay happy. So today, Saturday. Weekend, yes? Must go out and have fun right? HAHAH, but sadly i can't la. Pfft. Nevermind, maybe the next weekend? Oh oh, im soooo gonna catch the fireworks. Anybody wanna tag with me?

So many things to catch up for my modules. End of module tests are just around the corner and im still struggling -__-' Especially WCD, JAVA! URGH! NANA NANA NANA! And anyone who's good at JAVA! I need help, badly ):

Oh oh, forget to say that ive got back my WCD grades also. Dissappointing laaaa. Hiyeeer.

Kay, me nak go blaja/study. Bye!

Her, Me, Yeah! \m/

Friday, July 24, 2009 8:12 PM

Ak!!!!, my laughing pill in school. Lol! Rest well love, hope you'll recover pretty soon ;) & also Wen Yang! Hahah.

Otw back home, taking the lift in block T17.

In the lift with a lady.

Before doors closed,

Kaka: Eh, which level ah? 1 right?

Ak: B1 la.

Kaka: Eh? Yeke? Not level 1?

Ak: Lift at Foodcourt 1 what.

Kaka: Eh? HAHAHAHA, i dont knooww.

Ak: We see lor, i think level 1.

Kaka: Hahahahahaha, okay okay.

I pressed level 1.
Doors opened when we reached level 1. Turned out, we got the wrong level -____-"

Doors opening,

Kaka: Eh, wrong level la. HAHAHAHA, not this level.

Ak: -____-

The lady in the lift: So, which level you guys wanna go?

Kaka & Ak: Hahaha, B1 B1.

The lady in the lift: You guys so cute ah. Dont know where to go, which level which level.

Kaka & Ak: Haha, we're not sure la, still havent get used to it yet.

The lady in the lift: Hahahaahah.

Ak and me shortly after that faced each other and produced a -_______- face. Lol! We're not cute la. Hiyeeeer. Haha, its just that today was our blur day? Haha, Ak got my "blur sickness" already. Lol!

Love ya! & i miss my 4ed laaaaa. and dancers and and everyone else in this world. HAH! Kay no.

Lets count down to half year love! <3

HAH! Tk goyang eh? Pkai tgn eh?

Tuesday, July 21, 2009 4:40 PM

To whoever it may concern,

Skrng yang aku tk phm, asal korg nak cari pasal dgn adik aku? Biar la si dini dgn si adik aku solve problem dorg. Yg korg nak step pantat korg bsar sgt tu apasal? Buat pe nak step terror. Cybergangster? Eh wei, kalau kau tk pasal2 mangamuk, cari pasal dgn adik aku stakat through tagging, bkan cybergangster tu? Cybergangster zaman last year? Hey wake up! 2009 mann. korg pun same, am i right? zaman fanatic ni smueh era lame lah gerl. aku sendiri dah pencen, skrng baru korg nak naik? korg tk tawu malu ke? and korg sdap nye mulot panggil adik aku dgn kwn dier kentalans? sape yg kentalan pat sini. eh! old timer pun panggil korg kentalans lah kalau korg nak tawu. skrg zaman duet girl. bukan zaman step terror. kau tkkn popular lau byk berbual. lagypun, asl korg tk panggil adik kesygan korg tu dini kentalan? adik aku brani tau panggil dier, nak settle the prob. tapi dier angkat kaki jalan. tk kurg ajar name dier tu? eh girl, lau lu tk puas hati jgk, kau face aku. kau ckp face to face, gerak kan tgn kan? okay. aku tunjok kau. eh aku malu tawu tk. aku pun dulu dri skola korg jgk tau. aku malu la. ape mcm? drop name skola aku je. korg umor baru stengah jagung tau, blom 16 pun. blaja la girl. dont end up mcm aku dulu. tkpe, aku tunggu. nak cari pasal? fine. aku masok campor dgn hal ni since korg nak sgt masok campor kan? tk ckup keje. nak jmpe adik aku je? asl tknk jmpe aku? asl tkot? tkot lawan yg lagi tua dri kau? hah! lets see.

Feeling crappy.

Monday, July 20, 2009 9:29 PM

Today, did nothing much. Went to school. Study. Had discussion on MOB, IDEA, IEB projects. Got panicked. Deadline coming soon, fast. Went to eat, went to have fun, went to laugh like nobody's business. Received good news. Happy for love. Feeling pissed off with some people. They have no life. Went home. Emailed group members on their tasks. Now im blogging. Im lazy to write in proper sentence. Sorry. Now im tired. Tomorrow school. I think i'll stop. I think i'll rest now. Okay bye. Thanks for dropping by. Love you all! ;) Oh, i wanna watch a movie. And i miss Mc Cafe double chocolate frappe -_-'

Sick. Again -_-'

Sunday, July 19, 2009 9:40 PM

Hey ya'll~! Weekends? Like that like that. Like always. Dead, dull, boring. BUT BUT did went out and met Ak on Sat in school and did some work. Hell yeah, the work really made us crack our heads, brain. Lol! And Ak was like doing everything while i'm like errr errr since i've not mastered the Photoshop yet. Lol! Sorry. Im not fully recovered yet on that day so i was like taking my own sweet time, walking slowly since i cant walk that much. Then people around me were staring. Maybe in their heads they were like "What's wrong with this girl?" or "Got something wrong with her stomach ah?" or even worse "Is she pregnant and in pain?". lol! That was what mum said. I looked like a pregnant woman, walking damn slow, dragging my feet, holding and presseing smwhre under my tummy. Hah! Okay kay, so after that went to hang around. I SOOO WANNA EAT LAKSA! So went to eat laksa and went home. And, the usual routine continued. As for sunday, just rot at home lor. I've recovered BUT now headache. Walaaau, one after another. My body very weak ah like that? How to fight other diseases like this. Hiyeeer. Hopefully tomorrow i'll be okay? Since tomorrow is Monday, meaning school AND attendance for MOB is compulsory. So i have to attend. & i must not forget to bring my MC! Really, i'm a forgetful person this days. It shows that i'm soo stressed up and i have lots of things in my mind. Okay okay, must remind myself to sleep early today. No moooore after midnight. Kay bye!

why-aye-why!

Saturday, July 18, 2009 8:37 PM

IM RECOVERING!

Woohoooo! ;)

Sick. Grr.

Friday, July 17, 2009 7:42 PM

I MISS THEM TRUCKLOADS CAN?

I skipped school today. Why? Sick la. Hah. Can't walk straight, cant walk long distance and better still, cant even walk! That was in the morning when i have to lie down like a log on the bed for few minutes bfore i can move and get up -_-' Went to doc and he said i have muscle strain/cramps. He thought i do sit ups and loads of bending down to carry heavy things. BUT, i didnt do sit ups and neither do i bend down to carry heavy stuffs. Walaaau, then why the muscle cramps/strain? He reminded me, if by 2days havent show any improvements or near to recovery, i have to go to the hospital. Okay no no no. No way im going to go there. RECOVER SOON KAKA! Hurry up!

EERGH BLOGGER!

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 10:10 PM

ARGGH! BLOGGER! Im going to kill you maaaan. Why arent you allowing me to upload my pictures? What you want? Chocolate? Money? Kissy kiss? -_-' Kay shh. Well sorry for not updating that much. Sorry blogger ive neglected you. No wonder you're treating me like this. Nevermind its okay. I still love you la blog. Its just that im busy with sch. Why why why? Do recover soon okay blogger? I love you.

But seriouly, i want to upload pics! I've got aloot to upload from my pictures folders. Old and new ones. Hah, but nevermind la. I guess i have to wait a little longer.

So today, did nothing much or even interesting. Same routine, same timetable, same food.. Eh no no no. Today ate someting different. Something which i've been wanting so baaaaad but just dont have the time to go thre and eat? Yes yes, my fav, NASI GORENG PATTAYA! Haha, in Eng its called omellet(idk how to spell. Hah! sorry) fried rice. YUM YUM. The last time i ate that was like when, sec sch? or was it pri sch? Hmmm. So yeah, today marks the first day of me fasting. Haha, i know, so late. I have to repay back for my last year's. I did not know how many days i've missed so i decided to fast for one whole month! Hah, okay okay. Shut up about this already.

Ermmm, okaaay ive ran out of ideas to write already. So yeah, stay tune for the next post. Come visit often eventhough i dont really update that much okay okay? Okay yay! Bye.

Replying taggy time!

9:56 PM

Ain: omg, yer recent post really makes sense. nw i feel like crying boohoo!
KaKa: hey hey, chill chill. dont cry dont cry. later i also cry ):

ari: kakak! TAGGED AND LINK.
KaKa: Okay sis, MJ biggest fan. hah, love ya! ;) will link you and your bff soon.

hazirah: i rindu u jugak many,many! i el-oh-ve-ee u! hahaha.
KaKa: awww, hahahaha! mwahs, mwahs. i want to hug you so badly. lol! sounds sooooo wrong, haha!

Pyro: hiehiehiehiehiehiehieheiheie
KaKa: Hi hi! tkde keje eh? haha! biler nak mkn satay lagy? kate sdap. hmmm.

ieqah: blogger is not unwell,blogger is the new bitxh.hahahah!
KaKa: Ish ish, ieqah tk baik. hahahaha. ape ni bitxh ni smueh. lol! erika step baik -_-'

sitinana: haha you tau sape aidil, adam dari northland sec dulu?
KaKa: yeah yeah i know them. you know i know fiee know, lagy sape2? lol!

jannah: wei!grades you okay seyhh.eahliao
Kaka: hmms, okay la. they ARE okaaay but its dissappointing also though cos they were easy papers and i made errors which im not supposed to do. shit.

Hazirah: yo lawa!hahaha.
Hazirah: *B isn't great enough?Your head lah.Hahaha.Okay uh tu.
KaKa: okay okay la. hope i can improve more later on. haha!

elite: are you ok? dun get sick hor! haha!
KaKa: i AM okay. maybe you're not okay. hahaha. right? lol! elite giler! haha:D

Singapore very very very very small!

Sunday, July 12, 2009 6:03 PM

Singapore is really a small world, isn't it? Wonder why i say this? My friends know love and love's friends know me. & some of my friend's guyfriends/girlfriends are love's friends and some of love's guyfriends/girlfriends are my friends. And, those people whom i've lepak with are also Syafiee's used-to-be lepak friends. COOL RIGHT?! I knoooow. No no. I'm not done yet. Some of my ex's friends are my friends' friends and some of my friends are even related with my exs one way or the other. COOL! Kay let me continue. Some Nana's(cuzzie) friends or lepak friends are my friends and even my enemies are her friends. Cool or what? Kay kay, i think i should stop confusing you people? Cause i think this ain't gonna end i tell you. So i better chiao now. Okay tata!

Psst, Blogger still sick. WALAU!
Psst Psst Psst, i'll reply to the tags soon okay? ;)

Guess who's back! LOL

Saturday, July 11, 2009 7:22 PM

Hello people! Sorry if i have not been updating much. Been bzz-zay with sch & everything. It was only the 2nd week of school however, projects and assignments are piling up. New projs for IDEA, IEB! Argh, oh no! & im not even done with ONOW service learning slides. Presentation coming Wed. KaKa!, cpat cpat (faster faster). & i've got back my grades for some of the modules, which weren't that satisfying. WCD, don't know the marks yet. I want to know! Sure die for the paper.

MOB - B. okaaay la.
Maths - B. walaaau, but nvm, improved!
IEB - B/C. WALAU! Should have scored for the paper, but turned out NOT! Shit.
WCD - Idk. Didn't do the paper well. Can't wait to get the paper back.

You see? You see? First term, grades were this bad! But nevermind, must stay positive and keep on trying. Yay! -_-' Okayokay, get back to my school work. TATA~!

Pssssst, sorry no pics. Blogger, feeling unwell.

Uncle Pit<3

Friday, July 3, 2009 9:29 PM

I'm very sure i'm going to fail my WCD. Shit shit.

Was hanging around when this man came and asked for a seat. Of course, we let him sit since there were lot of space beside us. In just hours, he made me think, he made me realise everything, he made me open my eyes wide and he made me feel stronger and to push myself. He shared with us his life story, how he got from good to bad to worst like now. He don't want us to end up like him. And so, he gave us wise advices and it really made a difference, in just 2 hours.

Love

It takes two heart to love, it takes two people to make it work. Why love when you're not ready to give up everything and make sacrifices? Why love when you know you're not being faithful? Why love when you know you're not going to end up with your partner? Why love when you dont know how to love? Why love when you don't understand love? Love needs trust, love needs love. Strong love, solid love. Look around, you'll see old couples holding hands, smiling and joking around. Yes, old couples. They survived, they made it through together. They have went through the hardest obstacles together and they are still going strong. Because why? Their love was strong, their love was solid, they made sacrifices, they believed each other, they respected each other, they trusted each other. Old ladies/men pushing their partners on wheelchairs. Why didn't they just leave them? Cos their love was strong, they can't be torn apart. For them their partners are still special and will always be. Nobody is perfect. Good looks won't determine a beautiful heart. See the heart. Not looks. And yes, be faithful. Why have more than one partner? Better off don't love. Love can't be divided. You can only love one person and only one.

God, Life.

You only have the chance to enjoy once, repent once, live once. So why waste your life? Why lessen your lifespan? If you know smoking, drinking, having unprotected sex will destroy your life, why do it? Why take the risk? Enjoy your life, do things which are right. And yes, don't look at the rich only and abandon the poor. The poor are also humans, they want to live. So why not share your love? Why not give a helping hand? Why must be self-centered? Yes, its clear now that its true world is crumbling down, things are turning upside down. Rich were the ones who are supposed to look after the poor, help them, do them good, but do those people helped? No, some don't. Some just think of themselves. Some just live their own lifes, some don't give a thought to others. Now, things went the other way round. They poor took care of the rich. The rich made use of the poor. The poor did what rich want them to do, the poor took care of their properties, the poor did their work. Yes, they were paid but is that how things are suppose to be at the first place? God gave us chance to love and live, god gave us the time to do good things and remember him. So why not start now? Why not make a difference to someone else's life? 10 cents wont hurt, 10 cents wont make a big hole, 10 cents wont make you fall bankrupt, 10 cents wont kill you. Pray to god. And think of others. God is always looking. Do the right things.

Family and Friends

Family comes first. Friends come last. Family is important. Like some say, friends come and go. And its true. He said "Do you think your friends will stick with you till the end? No, not at all. When i'm like this, did they come and ask me how am i? When i need them are they here? Do they pity me when i'm like this? Did they take care of me when i'm sick? Were they with me 24hours? Yes, they come and visit, gave you food, cheered u up, but when the time comes, they went home. Did they stay there beside you, feed you, cry for you? No. Who did all those? Who stayed? Parents, family. Parents were the ones who take care of you, parents were they ones who made who you are today. Without them, will you survive? They were the ones who filled your stomach, they were the ones who will be there till you're big enough to be independent." Respect your parents, eventhough they can be the meanest and the most cruel. Deep down inside, they still have the love eventhough they treat you like a dog. If they dont love you, why bother giving birth to you? Why bother feeding you? Why bother letting you live? Might just as well kill you. Think, pray for your family, parents. Help them. Love them. Care for them. Respect them.

I respect him. Thanks Uncle Pit <3

miss dance

Thursday, July 2, 2009 8:37 PM

I just miss them. I wanna come down, joke around with them again and help them. But no time. That is the problem and will always be. Feel like crying. I just miss dancing with them and of course, i miss my Cikgu Yazid. BOoHoo. ):