Erika Lydiawati Amalina

outta here

Sunday, November 29, 2009 6:00 PM

i really need this. where are my stressballs?!

HEY! tomorrow is gonna be FOM presentation and submission of DBMS project. and power, we have not even started DBMS. cause we were too busy with FOM. and believe me, i just remembered about DBMS project just now, afternoon. yes, JUST remembered. and tomorrow, submission. so tell me, what should i do now? aiyaaaaa, so stressed out. that's why i need stress balls! mama help me!!!! ):

FOM almost done. Hope everything will go on well tomorrow. left with the report, a few more touch ups and tadaaaa, its ready to be printed out. so tomorrow, after lecture, we're gonna have one last meeting and rehearsal. im sooo scared. i dont really like presentations. and i dont really like projects that have to do with marketing and some sort like that. cause it will really drive me crazy i tell you. so many things to do, so little time. like i've always said. you know, a lot or research have to be done. and sometimes, you just dont know what you're looking for and you'll be stuck and go blank for a moment. yea yea, internet has everything, anything that you want to look for. but its too many and you just cant figure out which one is more relevant and sometimes you werent be so sure if thats what you are looking for. okay i talk crap already. IGNORE! (:

ok la. byebye.

((:

Saturday, November 28, 2009 9:39 PM

HEY! didnt attend school on Thurs. you guys know why so i think i dont have to say why i ditched school. anw, woke up very early in the morning and get ready to go to sis's school. you see, im more excited than my sis. i dont know why. anyway, when we arrived, a load of parents were already there. i guess, i was the youngest "parent" there. ahhaha. kay diam. anw, we all waited for half an hour before the release of results. and the sad thing was, there was no seats for the parents. whoooooa. so yeah, we all had to stand up. so bla bla bla. the highest PSLE score was 280 in that school. not bad not bad. so i stood, waited. walkabout, jump jump. kay no. so jeng jeng jeng, my sis's turn. and Alhamdullilah, her results were ok, satisfying and yea, express. but still, she didnt beat my score. HAAHAHA. anw, since she wanted to eat kfc so we went to northpoint to grab a meal. gave some of her friends a treat too. so her first choice? christ church secondary school but its not confirmed. and register options through online? whoa, dah maju. bagus -_-

so hari raya haji? nothing much. just entertained guests and all. one by one. whoa. was so damn tired yesterday. "words cant describe how i felt". hahahaah. anyway had fun though. oh oh, now im stuck again with UNO game. HAHAHA.

ok la. byebye

PHONE!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 7:03 PM

Hey! whoa have you guys heard/read/watched about the recent news? 2 ferries sank when they were otw to Dumai. can you believe it? i guess our plan to visit our relatives might be cancelled. cause why? mum, dad & the others freaked out. even me. maybe now is not the right time to go there? usually, the weather is not like this. for the past years decembers, we dont really have much of a problem. eventhough it was raining season, waves were not that high. but whoa, 6m now???? better change our plans. instead of going to Dumai, maybe we'll just visit aunt & my grandmother at Lengkang(an island situated near Batam). so holiday will be cut shorter. from 2 weeks to 3-4days. pfft. i was just about to enjoy and relax my mind. & this thing happened. usually if the weather is this bad, we will take the aeroplane to Padang. BUT because of the recent earthquake and the very very very bad weather, there were no flights, and maybe they will resume flying to Padang around next month or next year? okay, tak payah sudah.

school is reaaaallyyyyyyy. *smack my face*. no words can describe mann. im really afraid that i'll screw up for the upcoming mid sem test next next week. fast right? i know. and FOM project is due next mon? and we are like, way behind time. no progress so far. i know, cause all of us are very very very busy. and im really tired to continue from where ive stopped. its a good thing that we clarified some things with Ms Lily yesterday. if not, we might do things that we werent suppose to do, you know extra2 stuff that werent suppose to be researched on. i have got no hope for DBMS and FOM. really, frankly speaking, i think im gonna screw up this two modules. Shit shit shit, eat my crap.

mum, dad and baby brother is gonna take a trip to Lengkang tomorrow morning. leaving me, sis and grandma at home. younger bro will be having his sleep over at cousin's house. and mam dad gonna return this fri, a day after hari raya haji. which means im gonna miss my baby bro. which means i have to go home straight after school tomorrow. which means i cant send my phone for service. which means i have to ditch school on thurs, which is already planned beforehand. whoa. im sure gonna miss out a load.

so stupid of me mann. how can i be so careless and spill water on my phone. yea yea, it looks ok now, still working fine. but when my phone goes "bad mood" mode, the screen will just blank on me -_- its not even 3 months since i last bought it and now its partially damaged. wth erika? you are so careless mann.

kay la bye.

down down down

Tuesday, November 17, 2009 11:18 PM

Hey! yah i know, my face must give one tight slap. hahah. anw, today Tues. very long day. verrrrrry. today Java class, learnt something new. but i dont know how to really do it. sad. very disappointed. hahahaah. no laaa. should practice more though. oh thurs there's going to be Database quiz. & guess what, i have not caught any balls for Database Management. yes, you should say, BAIK AH ERIKA. haha. no no, erika will TRY to catch balls before the test. HAHAH. catch balls, sounds soooo, okaaaaaaaay.

anw, marketing CA1 part 2 is due on week 7, next 2 weeks on monday. & tomorrow, we are so going to chiong until we die on the spot. hahaha. really sia, i almost screamed when i found out that we dont really have much time to finish up. 1week plus only lei. whoa. anw, i was thinking, should i dress up for the presentation? i want to, but laaaaazyyyyy. and yea, at last can go out with Ak after almost 1 year knowing her. hahaha. baik peeee. no time la, kan Ak? hahah.

now i think its kind of a down period for some of my friends. you know who you guys are. just a few moments ago, got a text from my childhood friend updating her life. we'll update about each other's life like every week? and the main topic will be.... relationships lor. hahaha. so she was updating about hers cause i have nothing to talk about mine. so she shared with me how this few months have been a very rocky ride between her and partner. & she asked me this particular question which surprisingly most people will ask me "why is yours is like almost perfect?" or "how i wish im in your shoes" or "i wish im like you" or "how i wish mine is like yours".

almost perfect? no no no. i've told some of my friends before that no r/s can be almost perfect. if almost perfect, that means there is something wrong somewhere. it wont be perfect. every r/s, got lots of ups and downs. its just how me manage/solve them. how we understand our partner, give a thought about out partner, make compromises, give and take, let bygones be bygones, talk about your r/s regularly, dont ever stop to get to know your partner, dont assume you know everything about them. mine is not close to perfect. we have arguments, we sometimes do have major ones, but the diff is that it wont last that long, cause maybe both of us do understand one another and we try to give and take or compromise.

its not that im being proud or what but i just wanna clear it out that mine is not close to perfect. i dont want my friends to have that thinking. i want my friends to never give up and keep on trying. doesnt mean you failed in that particular r/s, you will fail all the way. dont think that you cant survive w/o your ex partner. you CAN, you WILL, you SHOULD, as long as you WANT.

i think thats all. hahaha, yeah. (:

fasssst

Sunday, November 15, 2009 9:35 PM

Hey! whoa, it has been a long time since ive updated this blog. *wipe off the dust* well well well, where should i start?

school has been stressful, as usual. & time do fly very fast. without realizing, im only 3 weeks away from the mid-semester test. & claps for me cause ive not started with thorough revision yet. ish ish. what not, im always tired (more to lazy) & when im back home from school, ill doze off like a pig. haha! no la. i still finish up whatever i have to do like assignments, and bla bla bla then head to bed. & tap tip tup, my first year in DBIT will be over. then tap tip tup, im done with poly, tap tip tup, get married. hahaha. kay whatever.

on the 26th, family is going to Batam to visit grandma and celebrate hari raya haji. & i have to ditch school cause i have to accompany sis to her school to collect her PSLE result & accompany her at home. saaaaad. i wanna follooooooooooow, but the other half of me said LAZY LAZY LAZY! haha. lazy to pack up. nevermind, i'm going sumatera next month to visit my mom's aunt. i'll be away for 2 weeks. whoa. long huh? sad that we cant go to padang anymore. if not, we'll be there near the beach, having a picnic. and phew, our village was not affected by the recent earthquake.

10months is coming. whoa, faaaaaaaaast (:

Whoa

Wednesday, November 4, 2009 10:38 AM

I miss them a lot. It has been months, right? ):

Hello.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 8:40 PM

Hey! For the very first time today, i could do Java questions all by myself. Haha. Eventhough i had to assure the answers and steps with Ak, i think i'm quite proud of myself. Lol. First time you know. Of course i very2 happy. Like its a big thing. Haha. Today was not the quiz day. Tomorrow. Got extra time to revise again. Yesssaaaah!

Must finish up slides for FOM tomorrow. I've not even started yet. Haven't even start with the research yet. Erika! You're so sloooow. Slack some more la. Haha. I bet my other group members have started with the research already. So have to really cut the slack and start tonight and continue tomorrow after school. Gonna sit in school till evening and finish up what i have to finish up. Revision, project and whatever whatever. I really have to improve my grades in order to achieve my ideal GPA. Erika, if you wanna slack slack slack, you gonna die i tell you.

Yesterday celebrated dad's day. Kissed dad, smelled ciggs, phoooo. Headache for a second. Lol! Kidding. Didn't snap any pictures, cause dad was embarrased becauseeeeeeeeeeeee he was sexy yesterday. Lol! Some of you will know what i mean. Haha. So yeah sorry yo. Lol. Happy belated birthday to you dad! Kay, this is like the billionth time. Haha, k crap.

Ok la get back to work Erika. Tata(:

Twice.

Monday, November 2, 2009 8:41 PM

Hey! Dad's Big Day was yesterday. Didn't celebrate it. Didn't wish dad either. Lol. How bad can i be? Lol. No la, today will be celebrating his day instead. Cause i bought the cake just now. Yesterday, no time, so no cake, no celebration, no fun, no wish also. Lol!

The very first project is already up. Have to be done before next Monday. Presentation will be next Monday. So many research to do, so little time maaaaaan. Now, my group is left with 4 people. Ak, Yasin, Cherryl and me. Hope that our group will cooperate with each other and do well for this semester. So FOM will be the first one. Gonna start on the research soon. MUST! Cause it's a very hard topic to begin with. So start now then.

Tomorrow for Java, we might be having a mini quiz. WTH? I don't really understand what was being thought for the past lessons and there's gonna be a quiz held? Hahahaha. Sian. Lol. BTW.......... pictures for today will be posted tomorrow maybe? So yea, just keep on coming. Lol. Tata! (: