No matter what, i still love you.
I was the one who was there when you needed me. I was the one who sang to you your favorite song every night when you were down, or when you just cant sleep. I would starve myself, just to make sure you had your proper meals. I was the one who cleaned up all your wounds after your fights. I was the one who stood by you and accompanied you when you were hospitalized, when you took all those stuffs and lost yourself. I was the one who still supported you from the back even though you left me for someone new. I was the one who tried to always treat you right, to make sure that you feel loved. Even if i bled so hard when you laid your hands on me, i still hold on, never gave up and believed that you would change.
But you didn't appreciate all that. You pin pointed my flaws. You compared me to other girls and would turn to me and say "Asal you tak macam perempuan tu ah? You ni, tukar ah image you sikit". I accepted it, even though you said i was not worth it and sometimes you didn't acknowledge me as your gf. I have always stayed strong. I would always rush to you when you had problems and wanted me to be there for you. I was the one who would comfort you when you cried, when you had a tiff with your gf, or when you were on the verge of ending your life. I was the one who became your punching bag, something to release your anger on. I tolerated all that because i once promised i would give you my all and really make sure you get it all. I still stayed strong, didn't gave up even though you left me countless times, cause i know, you would still come back. Even how hard i tried, i still can't forget you. Everything i do, reminds me of you.
Maybe because i love you too much, you took me for granted. Maybe i comforted and cared for you too much, that you took advantage of me. I cried out my love for you, but you will always walk away from me. You took me for a fool. But i still love you.
You left me for years without even a single text, and now you came back, and asked for my return. Tell me, what should i do?
