Hey! Well, went out for Hari Raya visits with the crazy bunch yesterday. Had so much fun! Full of laughter and more laughter. From the lyrics game to the crazy Korean game. We made so much noise at Mimi's house. If you happen to read this post, sorry hor dude. Ha ha. Won't forget yesterday mann. There were more pictures taken. Didn't realize the pictures took were over 100 in total. Ha ha. Uploaded in Facebook. So, just take a look hor ;)
I'm missing love very much. But what to do. Have to be strong for another 5 more freaking days. Ha ha. Oh well. I've done that before, so i should be able to do it again. Wo ai ni ♥
Hi loves! Okay, I'll update today since someone kept pestering me to. He he. *wink* As some of you know, Cinta is in NS now. Which means, I've been lonely outside, and he's enduring inside. HA HA, k whatever. I've been doing well in keeping strong. HA HA *pats on my shoulders* & he has been doing well with the trainings and still surviving the camp. HA HA *pats on his shoulders* So, all the best to both of us! Mm well, something happened to Cinta today. I was shocked and worried, obviously. Luckily he was okay & thankfully, the doctor gave him 3 days MC. So, he should make full use of the 3 days and rest well, hor b! Be careful next time. I know you're assuring me that you'll be okay. But of course, I do worry. Standard. Ha ha! I know you're strong, so, do recover soon! Will pray for your speedy recovery! Ana B Hibak! You're amazing. ♥ Awesome \m/
Went to visit Fla at her crib yesterday night with brother. It has been 2 years since I last saw her. Yeah, that long! Oh, not forgetting Fatin & Nisya too. Miss them so much. Miss the times when we used to hang around and had fun. Now, Fla & Nisya are mothers and have given birth to beautiful daughters
;) I wanna carry her, but Hairul was there. You know, sometimes Hairul get mad if I were to carry someone's baby
-_- I don't know why. Maybe he's jealous. Ha ha! Anyway, had fun catching up with Syidah and the rest. We will meet up soon again, someday
;) I've uploaded the rest of the photos at Facebook. Do check it out.
& finally, examinations over. I can really enjoy myself, for now. I'm kind of nervous for the results though. I have the feeling that I'm not getting the good grades. It has been a challenge for me in studies this start of Year 2. I've been struggling with the modules, 'cause what were taught just can't get into my head. Own revisions were not enough for me, so sometimes I consulted the lecturers. But it didn't work either. This were all shown by the results I've gotten for some tests. When it came to the week before examinations, I tried very hard to really catch up and tried to understand every single thing. But, everything need practice right? No use in memorizing steps, formulas or theory if we don't understand. Luckily, that particular week has been good to me. The revisions I did helped me in some ways. I was able to understand some points which I've missed during classes. And I was able to do the papers, even though I didn't really have the 100% confidence that I'll get the good grades. Oh well, everything have passed. Now, just hoping for the best. I know I've done my best. And Cinta was always there for me, thank you ♥ I'll try my best to not let anyone down hor.
Sometimes it kept me thinking, was I wrong? Did i really steal him away? I didn't know that things will get this complicated. Why am I always stuck in this kind of situations? Never ending. I didn't mean to hurt you, but I do love him. How was I suppose to know that I'll be hurting you. 'Cause when I got to know him, you were no longer with him. So am I wrong to fall for him? I understand how you feel, but I'm sorry, I can't do anything about it. 'Cause like you, I'm selfish. But I've been closing one eye. I wasn't aware that I was the cause for his change. Sorry if I've made any parties unhappy. But I just can't figure out my mistake and how I made him change.
I will take care of him. I will treasure him. It's love, so, of course I'll do anything to keep him happy. I love him, he's my everything now. ;) Although I know we're not official and I can't stop him from seeing any girls, I still need assurance that he will remember me, as his love.
First exam paper tomorrow. Good luck to me and others ;)
I miss you. Thanks for the trust you had in me and making me yours. I will treasure you. I will cherish you. I will appreciate you. Just wanna let you know, I'm happy to have found you. The one who never fails to plaster a smile on my face, the one who won't get me bored, the one who has always something to say or joke to crack me up, the one who loves me for who I am. Thank you for the chances, thank you for the laughter, thank you for the joy, thank you for the light that shines my every day. We'll keep on going, we'll be strong. I can't wait for the fun that we'll definitely enjoy in time to come. Like I've said before, i don't know what the future has in store for us, but I'll be by your side while love lasts. Won't matter what people will say about us, about me can't be faithful when you're in camp and all, we have our own strengths and won't be shaken by anything. I love you for who you are and always will. We will stay strong, like a Pyramid.
