Hi all.
This post will be a short one. Just need some space to rant. Life, is stuck now. Kind of dead end, with no other ways to be out of the hole. Thinking of all the possibilities which can help to solve this situation. I will not elaborate it here, I will only share with those who know me, whom I can trust and who has always been there for me all the while. I won't share it here, cause I know some people will just want to butt in. Certain people whom I really despise, all the two faced humans.
Everything has been pretty hectic and shocking this days, really. I really don't know what I should do anymore. The guilt feeling, is really overwhelming. As if, I have not done my part and I'm a burden. There's nothing much I can do but just to hold on, and turn to Allah cause He is the only one who can calm me down and help me. No matter how hard I think, I can't do anything. I'm sad, I'm worried, about what is happening and what will happen next.
Sometimes life is unfair, yes. But not a reason to give up. Cause Allah would not give challenges which are unbearable to His followers. Everything has its solution.
Cause to Him I pray, for safety. To Him I pray for directions. To Him I pray for forgiveness and help. and to Him I pray for the strength to face this challenge.
"Semua kan ada hikmahnya."
